it’s over. game over.
Aly. 16. America.
Struggling with depression, anxiety, self-harm & body image/ED.
Blog to express.. not to impress. Follow my thoughts on the way to relapse, or on the way to recovery.
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learningtoloveandloveingtolearn: Now don't you ever apologize about how you are feeling, ever. You are in a hard place and its painful and it sucks but that doesnt mean you will be in that hard place for ever and that doesnt mean suicide will get you there either. You are not a monster, you are a beautiful, wonderful, kind, young woman who deserves to life a life that is packed as full as it can be with laughter and love. You deserve to be happy and if you keep fighting you will get there.
Thank you, I just hate people being mean to me.
Anonymous: did you ever bully anyone
I was mean in middle school, I think everyone can be mean.
Anonymous: god, you just are a fucking bitch. so stop acting like you are sooo strong and shit
I am strong. I am alive..
to the fucking anon
i am a motivator. i am a fighter. i am a believer. i will not give up on trying to save other people from suicide. it’s taken so many beautiful people, it doesn’t deserve to take anyone’s life, i don’t care who it is. so stop calling me a hypocrite, a cunt, a bitch, a worthless piece of shit. i’m trying to save someone from feeling the way i do. it’s my dream, my passion, and i will continue to support suicide prevention until the day i die because i know what it’s like to live through it. people need to know their loved. and i don’t care if i’m just one person, i will be that person. i’m not doing anything wrong, you are. please stop hating on me for no reason, i’m trying to save lives, not take them.
Anonymous: You: I wanna kill myself, I feel left out. You 5 seconds later to anon: you're better than suicide! *** stop being a fucking hypocrite you stupid cunt.
I DONT WANT SOMEONE TO FEEL THE SAME WAY I DO. I DONT WANT SOMEONE TO MAKE THE SAME MISTAKES I DID. I DONT WANT SOMEONE TO GO THROUGH LIFE FEELING LIKE A WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT BECAUSE OF WHAT OTHER PEOPLE HAVE TOLD THEM.
I will continue to build them up. Leave me the fuck alone.. I’m not doing a thing wrong but trying to save a life.. better than what you’re doing by trying to push one over the edge.
